You know the term compare despair? Well I compare myself A LOT with others. Sometimes it's that I think I am doing better, sometimes it's that I'm doing worse. Either way I am creating a false reality based on comparing my insides with someone's outsides.
Today I have already been faced with two situations where I felt like I was acting stupidly based on how I thought another person thought I should be acting/speaking/behaving, etc. I caught myself on both accounts and although I still felt the sting of comparing myself, I also was aware of what I was doing and that it was not reality, and had a little compassion for myself.
Today I have already been faced with two situations where I felt like I was acting stupidly based on how I thought another person thought I should be acting/speaking/behaving, etc. I caught myself on both accounts and although I still felt the sting of comparing myself, I also was aware of what I was doing and that it was not reality, and had a little compassion for myself.
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